Emotionless!

From few days I am realizing as if I am emotionless . I never felt emotional for any damn emotional things. It can be better said as if I am feeling-less. I didn't felt anything while going away alone from my home for few days or on the first day of a new college/class or the last day of college or at the time of the exams or at the time of the results or the day when I was having my birthday etc.

I am not talking anything about the expressions or the intense feeling. It is just a small feeling or we can call it as 'butterflies in the stomach'. I use to have some feeling earlier like every one had, but now-a-days I am feeling nothing about anything, no butterflies in my stomach .

It's not even like the thing that I don't want to show it only because I want to show myself strong, confident and all that. Why will I hide my feeling? I would definitely show it, express it if I had it.

It is as if I am becoming harsh these days . No emotions, no feelings. I know it's not a good indication of normal human being, but its okay with me. I am happy with it (even the feeling of happiness was not original, I convinced myself in being happy with it )

But what is the point in crying when you get emotional or enjoying or laughing when you are happy.

"Cry when you felt like crying and laugh when you felt like laughing"

Why to wait for anything to happen which will make you happy or emotional.

So, BE HAPPY AND ENJOY LIFE .